Hey Guys!

Some of you are starting to worry about me because my posts have slowed down alot. I am doing just fine weightwise, maintenance is still going well. My body seems to be resting comfortably at 143 lbs.

My personal life though is a mess. I am dealing with alot of crap right now, and it's nothing that I care to discuss on the world wide web (sorry). HOPEFULLY things will be back to normal by Wednesday. I will probably miss posting my WI on Monday because of this. I've got alot to deal with Monday and Tuesday.

Please understand that I'm not myself. If you have sent me an email and not received a response, this is why. I promise to catch up when things are back to normal. Right now I just need to focus on taking care of my kids and getting through this.

Take care everyone!

WI Monday = 143 lbs
Down 2 lbs

Well, this week I proved that I can gain weight just as easily as I can lose it! I'm 145 lbs, so I've gained like 3.5 lbs (on purpose). I feel a bazillion times better. I think this is a good weight for me. I have so much more energy, my acne has cleared up, and no more spotting or cramping. So weird that 5 or so lbs can make such a difference to a person. Now, the tricky part is finding what I need to do to maintain my new weight. I'm also going to get back to the gym this week after taking the last couple of weeks off.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE! Enjoy your yummy dinners :O)

I've decided to try gaining a few lbs and see if it helps with my medical problems and my energy levels. I'm going to start by bringing my weight up to 145 lbs. Hopefully that's enough as I don't really want to go to 150, but if need be I will! I'm just getting way too many comments about how "skinny" I am, and my health isn't that great, so I figured why not just gain 5-10 lbs and see how I feel. If I don't like it, I'll just lose the weight again :O)

Well, I'm up 3.4 lbs. I went from 138.2 up to 141.6 lbs. Looking back at my weight chart this seems like the norm for me. Always fluctuating between 137-142 lbs. Which is fine by me...

I went for that ultrasound yesterday. What the doctor was positive was a fibroid in my uterus isn't anything at all. They found nothing. So now I have to go back to the doctor today and find out what to do next. Why would she "feel something" in my uterus, and why would I be measuring as though I'm 12 weeks pregnant when nothing is there? So strange, I will update when I know more.